second idenity

i am some blonde successful chick 0_0
err.. how did i get here. .wellz..

dad goes to internet classes..err..poo..and he wanted to know how to use google..
bwhaha.. google image searched his name..he was some pastor..and musician

and I am this 0_0 check out my site hahaha.. and bio hahha

freaky

edit: hmm there has to be more sandra lee's but this lady populates the google search results lol..

but i did find..

http://sandraleestudio.com/
http://www.drsandralee.com/index.html - she did Art/Sci too!! cool ^^
http://www.sandraleeinn.com/ - i have my own Inn. ehhee. =]

brain dead.

...wow..i dont think i've been this brain dead before..

the information needed to be processed and worse..retained for the next three weeks or so.. is overwhelming

x_x

tooo much..

is amazed at the potential and capacity of our brains..



this movie looks interesting =]

hmm..and wanting to watch Once.. *link* because steve recommends it haha..
but love story.. ugh.. i think i might pass...

it's won a number of awards though and the music sounds awesome

another year gone?? 0_0

Woah..doesnt seem right.. it all went a bit too fast...

exams approaching....VCE hype..and...uni drag.. =.='

ugh.. i need that break..lol..my dream home
ahh..*flops to the floor*
without a worry in the world
(hmm..that doesnt seem to make sense..gah..my english has gone down the drain)

anyways..ZOMG!! genus!! do you see what i see? WOAH!!

check this out. http://erikawee.stumbleupon.com/

dunno how i stumbled upon that site..but woaH ..nice stuff

this one is by Брушша..surrealist photographer?? dunnoz

ahhaa..this pic brings forth somewhat a refreshing feeling =]

quickie

bWAHAHHAAHAHAHA....


year 12 dress up day today =]


a nun roller blading past mum and said hi.

she said hi back..

puzzled expression...as was soo for the next ten minutes...

lol!!! nice jobs guys.. apparently you pulled it off..

male nuns.. hahhhaaha :) only ya voice gave it away.. rofl



there are just no words to describe how brilliant that was.. gold!
=.=' apart from that..the day was crap...silly uni

course

ugh....after hours of sitting through the 2007 uni handbook .yer.. that's right 07 book...because stupid Melbourne uni doesnt pull their act together and the 08 one is still a draft.

So..now the subjects i've listed down for the next five years..is..err. up in the air..
dont know if they will be offered *faints*

so silly we have to figure out what we want to major in already =.=' otherwise your cant organise all the points in ya degree properly..and your screwed as the faculty of sci put it..

"so ..what if i didnt organise my course properly and i go over the points or dont have enough?"

"it's your responsibility *pause* you cannot do that...you cant go over or under. You need 500 points, 225 in arts...237.5 in science.." and...it went on..

aRGH..

but everything is revolving around the idea of me majoring in landscape graphics in arts..
why?..
not because i like it..but if i dont have an arty subject in there i will go insane =.=' i should have put more effort into a folio in year 12 *curses*

and..melb. model.i dunnoz if they offer those subjects =.=' poo

and if all fails.. mimic david ^^
glad to have a 2nd year art/sci friend

hehe..

tis all good =]

hmm..need to think of a way to put my assignment together.. to be printed A1 size..eek..never done that before XD

on the side _
SHE WAS


tell me if this image moves lol

=P

=P

design || design >.>"

just minutes before bed time..what do i do..

lala.. Deviant art is addictive =P

also CHECK THIS OUT!!

the drawings are absolutely NUTS!!
Artist: Nico Di Mattia... at least i think it's their name
ehh. the youtube link. to watch is fast-en-up-ed drawings ^^
their site - http://www.speed-painting.com/


and ...as of ..just ten minutes ago.. ANIMATIONS ARE THE BEST!! hahaha..
well they always were.. hear a few for the bored =P

hmm.. well put together piece..ehehe..action packed =]
http://alanbecker.deviantart.com/art/Animator-vs-Animation-II-50891749


3D animation at it's BEST!


stick-figure style.. brings back memories.. haha stickin around.. anyone remember that show? it was AWESOME!@!!

lalala...a picture

it's been a while since i did anything productive ...
can't wait till the holidays though..

many plans..many projects.. fun ..but yer..just ..must..pass exams first XD


oddities_

recently i cant help but notice ...

....people's arms..lol. it's weird.. haha.. the way the shadows fall to depict the muscles..and some people have HUGE hands..

and ..the beauty in everything.. people, objects, nature, words, sounds..but mostly the small silly things..

it's been a while since i cut a stack of kindergarden squares..and the sound that tiny crump noise the paper makes whilst you cut it..ahh..childhood lol...

..been noticing..hinges lately too..and how things join together..ya..the answer isn't always super glue lol

..newayz..back to that frikin last assignment
..soooo..screwed.. =.="

design || design >.>"

Ahh.. been a while since i posted an artist...

check this out http://bara-baradrawings.blogspot.com/
JUST STUNNING =] and ya get to see the work in progress too

current interests_

strings, belts, buttons, chains
gothic/punk attire
calligraphy
landscape
T-shirt graphics
cactus

fail

10 hours on a computer program..and progress none..ugh.. it's so hard to design 3D

half assignment due in this thurs..

dead

worth 55% *cries*

ITS BACK!!

steve's BACK!! WAH!!! sweet

more info here

hehehe.. bleh. nothing will bother me for a while now..

i love xmen lol

also recent interests >>

TWINS!!.. look a likes!! of no relations what so ever..

found..

dilpreet n alex

eva n elaine

william n random i saw on tram

raymond n colin

hehe. i want to take photos with them next time hahahah

then..ya get the people with SUCH similar characters

alvin n alvin

torn..

bleh. lecture doodles

ugh.. it's time like these when....you think feel as if you dont have a life.

thankfully i know better than that =]

but yer...in my position i guess many teenagers would through tantrums..do silly things..and go emo..and conform..follow the crowd..what's in..and rebel against the ol' folks.

Gah..as the bible reveals one of the secrets to a long life is to honor your mother and father...
yer..when ya really think bout it...it makes sense..peace with the parents..woAH!! how rare is that in society..

all the stress people go through because of them..it aint worth it lol..

lived with them all my life...and yer..im a lazy one..so hopefully i lot longer too.. hahaa..mostly for the food..but HEY! i dont see myself getting out of the education for another decade or so =.=' dang old..still living with parents hahaha...

their cool.. i dont mind what they say to me..how many times they lecture me..make me eat yucky Asian herb things...or prevent me from attending events...as long as they dont do so to other people..other people..as in ..anyone besides me!!

ugh.. gettin crap from one's parents is enough..imagine getting it from another person's parents..your friend's parents..a reality i wish never happened

the potential for my folks to blab and instruct just really...really..disappoints me.. coz then i would have to explain to others ....oh..please ignore them.. and it's so horrible =.=" what's worst is if they did so in your abscence and you don't know about this until months later *sob*
it's almost role reversal..like when the parent goes up to the principle to apologise for their child's mischievous behavior.

and what's EVEN WORSE!! is that they say something that never happened in the first place..to your friend's parents.. ugh..then the friend is like.. "what the hell did you tell your mum.." and then major misunderstanding. *sob* i never said anything!!

e.g. "You mum told my mum that all the boys are chasing me at school" - grace
me - "WHAT THE HELL!?!?!?!"
grace - yer..exactly
me - I never said such a thing..err..that doesnt happen anyways...

after an hour or so of memory searching..

the result was grace had nice glasses frames..and people in class were taking them and looking at them..

gah.. i dont know how it was completely mis-interpreted....

so yer..if anything comes from the mouth of my parents..dONT trust them! okay..fine..just mum..lol.. coz i dont either..until i get secondary sources..lol..it's just the way it is..not trust issues..but say one thing ..they think of another..

that's why i really REALLy dislike it ..when she watches the news..MISINTERPRETATIONS!!
*sigh*.. a criminal was arrested for snatching an old lady's bag..

after all those synapses running across neurotransmitters in her brain she was all "stay away from men in trench coats..they go out raping people..even old ladies"

what the ??? =.="

it's fun testing this oddity in her though lol..

i would say a phrase and get her to repeat it.

"the concert is on this saturday"

response "oh okay.. good..that means you can do all the chores on saturday..and go to it on sunday"

=.='

speaking of concert.. IT WAS BRILLIANT!!! wow.. all student run...just amazing..and the commitment uni kids have =] i would like to say i was apart of it..but not really ..i just attended ..hahaha.. dammit.. i've never been ready for any concert out of all the ones i've ever been too..fully sucks... didnt play any of the runs..and got every second note that wasnt a semibreve wrong.. *sob*

but at least i nailed the only important note i had in the whole six pieces we played YAY!! lol..

hmmmm.....robert blackwood hall..memories.. since 7 or so of us were from glenny it was just like a bands fest or presentation night experience. haha.. the going backstage..the "shhhhh"...the black performance attire...the blinding lights..and the waiting in the darkness whilst the sax and clainets poked you.. hahha..

lots of people i dont know...met heaps of musos fun ^^ and odd.. i think i actually captured a pic of a few of them at manifest all dressed up...

hehe.yet another day of going out and discovering it's such a small world..

heyz.. i know you..how did you hear bout the concert..wow ya came cool!!

err..what!?!! you are his brother all along??

err..you know him too

and soon ya all connected hahaah


there were EIGHT HORNS!! woaH!..never played with sooo many pros before.. woaH.. dream come true eh?? well it wasnt ever a dreamm....never thought of playing with so many of them..so never considered it..
haha..definately an awesome experience. hhehehehe ^^

jazz music is the audience's fav...haha..the clapping went on for ages..
i never knew drums made those noises!! sweet!!

exciting

people met [longer than 5mins convos =P ]. andrew, jess, david (ZOMG another one), sammy, henry

yet to met. - mond. ARGH!! i'm WAITING DAVID! hahhaha =P

indescribable

"you can wake up one day and all of a sudden be depressed"

err..nah.. i dont think so.. there must be a build up of something..or neglect or something before that happens.. so i guess the beyond blue organisation thingy isn't to optimistic ..

but yer.. gradually over time people may accumulate some kind of emotion and not realise it..until it's big and obvious, hindering your ability to communicate. Sort of like..how though compromises and more compromises...your perception of the surroundings alter..and potentially so do your morals.

it's such a weird feeling..

for me it's as if, what was once friendship...now doesn't exist... as if some force just erased the connection between you and i. It's so weird. I'm back tracking trying to think where did i stuff up..coz yer..it's obviously me and not the other party. But yer..no arguements...no disagreements...no grudges..nothing.. everything's perfectly fine.

Odd.

Then i thought..maybe it's just time..haven't seen them in ages.. but compare that reasoning to everyone else i've known and havent seen in a long time.. it cant be right. With everyone else i can still chat..laugh..be genuinely interested in their stories..and what they have been up to. No big deal. Yet with you. it's as if.. the convos are dead. Just air..awkward...

Never in my reality has my presence just wiped the smile and joy from someone's face. Blank stare. Ouch. Well..if it has before i've never realised it. lol..

Hmm.. it's as if they have become a stranger. Yet strangers to me are fun people to chat to..very interesting..and usually highlights of my day lol.. soo.. that' can't be right...

i just cant seem to nut it out..
I do try ...see them..say hi..yet..it's almost like being the breeze brushing past..almost unnoticed.. But then again not. because i dont mind being not noticed lol. it's not attention im seeking..yet what is it? hmm. *thinks*.. i seek to know for certain the there is nothing negative i guess? It's definately not hate.. or going anywhere near that direction..and definitely not ignoring..but another dimension that i cant seem to point out.

ugh..the female gender..such confusing beings..one of which i am included..

forgive me grace.

I think it's just me..but if anyone else has noticed it..tell me what i'm doing wrong!! it's beyond me =.='

actually..pictures work better *link*

gaHH. exams coming up soo soon *sob*.. must NOT fail =.=..
and 55% assignment. ARGH..

other than that indescribable thing I'm loving what the days have install for me =]
wo0T!! concert tonight hehehe..

dead.

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kill me now!!! they say ._.'

exams in four weeks.. soooooooooooooo screwed =.="

major worry - landscape assignment. .. ARGH.. computers x_x

in the meantime..will be posting random doodles done in lectures in posts to come =P