fact: ive never been "close" to anyone reasoning: because i dont feel attached to any one particular thing more so than another (except xmen.. which kinda doesnt count in this context right?? lewll) Everyone ive encountered has been the same. I treat them no differently than another. .Mentally anyways - which is the realm of where i define closeness.Coz physically closeness is too obvious and mighten render such dramatic effects. By treating everyone on the same foundations / same way despite the person being a boss, lecturer, friend, family or stragner....i admit has gotten me into a lot of troublesome dilemas.
learnt: 27/4/09 to be ... i dunno the correct word to use but it's somewhere between...instructed/rebuked/reprimanded .. out of genuine concern by your friend steping out of their confort zone in an effort to highlight areas in which are you disrepectful / inconsiderate to others... is to me..an aspect of being close.
Arts Mitten, SYN’s flagship radio program dedicated to arts and culture, is looking for new contributors. At Arts Mitten, there is scope for you to explore whatever you’re passionate about– visual arts, photography, dance, circus, puppetry, theatre, classical music, film, literature, poetry, spoken word, design, fashion, craft, etc, etc. We are looking for people keen to present the show, do reviews or do interviews. If that sounds like something you’d be interested in , come along to a meeting next Monday 27th April at 5pm to the House of SYN at 16 Cardigan Street, Carlton – we’ll have a quick chat about how you can get involved.
If you can’t make it, never fear- shoot me (Georgia Moodie) an email at artsmitten@syn.org.au.
The SYN Info Session (free of charge) is your first step to media training and involvement with the awesomeness that is SYN. Anyone aged 12-25 is welcome to join SYN.
NEXT SESSION: Wednesday 22nd April, 6-7pm The House of SYN 16 Cardigan St, Carlton
to discuss rape in virtual reality to the ew detail is completely beyond my 15 year old mental state. actually.. we learnt today that by age 2..you have solid gender identity.. ie. "i'm a girl" or "i'm a boy"
Dear whoever goes to Melbourne uni and reads this random page,
Today marks the beginnings of week 7. Not pretty in terms of.. its past half way of semester 1 and technically i havent absorbed ANYTHING! but ... brilliant because it IS a NEW week..and therefore you can do something about it.
Attitude is important to change just as much as motivation... maybe attitude is slightly higher on the scale.. who knows. ...I guess you could have motivation.. but where that stems from.. and the attitude you wish to tackle a problem could be extremely between two different people.. ..could make the difference between success or not success.
anyways.. randomly bumping into pplz still exists for me atm.
"thats your whole life like a pinball bouncing between people" - Karlson
Things that got done _
drove sister to school
met up with victor, lesley, jason, larry!! LARRY! went to uni!!, tony, sean, alison, matt, david, andy, alan, clay, sara, fred, xin-fang, dani, joyce!
watched a movie
got myself on waiting list for Thank God Your Here studio audience tickets
gave a brief tour of our uni did you know they are opening up an optus store in the basement?
Ancient legends tell us of a mystical place, the one we visit when we sleep. It is hidden between the past and the future, between life and death, underneath the veil of night, beyond every sunset. It is the home of every creatures dreams, a road crossing between those who live, those who have lived and those who yet have not seen the light of day. It is a mirror of the world we know, yet different and difficult to grasp, for it lives by the laws of its own. In every creatures eyes it is different, for the dreams of they who fall asleep derive from their deepest wishes, desires and fears And what you bring in through its entrance, the gates of ivory and horn, will come back to you in shapes yet unseen.
Once upon a time... Or rather at three points in time, in three different places, three people approached the trail of dreams. Each of them made a wish before going to sleep. When they woke up, they found themselves inside one same dream. Locked up and lost inside the mysterious world of dreams, their only way home lies across the valleys and rivers of Hades, and the key to their liberation is for their wishes to come true. The knowledge they beseech and the challenges that await them are about to change their lives forever. That is if such lives indeed exist. Or was that merely a dream as well?
and i fear that this rAge inside me will do harm not only to myself yet others too...
words cannot be taken back
actions cannot be taken back
im much better at controlling this insane attribute of mine..but the thing is ..its always there.. lurking.. waiting for when i "give up" to take advantage of the situation...
physical aggression
something that has festered inside me since i was a kid
unsettling turns and tumbles boiling within my ribcage pushing its boundaries teasing unforgiving unleashing.
i no longer want to be bound by this... shall not confirm to this... break free e x i t.
fixing things are a zillion times easier said than done but they should be done and laziness and complacency MUST NOT be an e x c u s e
*sigh* don't let those little things.. accumulate ..dont bottle in. but confront and deal and confess and control
don't squash the precious ties that are actually holding you together
wow something i really want..but not sure if i actually need...
browsing seek whilst me bored
came across
Junior Graphic Designer
We are a niche marketing, publishing and design business based in Carlton experiencing rapid growth.
We require the services of a junior graphic designer with an exceptionally keen eye for detail. We seek someone who is process driven and works with a high level of accuracy using our proprietary design and production systems.
To be eligible for this position, you must be proficient in CS3/CS4 (in particular, Photoshop and InDesign). Experience with InCopy, Flash and the Web will be looked upon favorably. You will also have very good English language skills.
Normal hours will be 9.30am to 12.30pm, Monday to Friday, with the possibility of longer hours during busy periods.
hmmz.. this stuff is still appealing to me
still clueless bout what i want to do for career
but i think it will involve people in some way.. whether that be direct .. face to face or indirect.. via some technological means
hmm..now that i mention that.. how vague can i get "with people"
lol.
this world and idea of job revolves around humans everyone would work with pplz
"The will to extend one's self for the purpose of nurturing one's own or another's spiritual growth." - M. Scott Peck, M.D
someone's analysis of the definition_ Love cannot be sustained by mutual dependence; rather, love between two parties is made stronger when they are completely independent of one another.
personally i don't get that statement ..maybe not made stronger between two parties..but if it's independent..it s more obvious it exists there
and smack that with biblical basis_
"... is the extension of one's self for the purposes of another's spiritual growth, which means helping them to know God the Father through Jesus and become more like Him." - Nat
coz God IS LOVE! called to share and love one another through the love He showed us first!
how niffy is that ?? ^^
the .what. how. why. explained!
there is a difference between like and love. it is easy to like someone. get along with them well. enjoy their company. laughing together. lighthearted effortless
but it is v. difficult to love someone you don't like. sacrifices. time. endurance. prayer. faith. hope. wholehearted come to mind.
so what i mean is.. *travel back in times say a year ago*
ya know that feeling or though process when you wonder what an old mate is up to..coz ya havent seen them in ages..
and nothing conscious triggered that aspect.. it could be completely random.. like say.. i was spacing out and ohla. wonder what bob is up to.
so specifically those REALLY REALLY random spontaneous moments... not the ones where ya see a color, or symbol or another person or an object that reminds/ triggers/ provides transition into the though to be of the person ya about to think about.
sO for those genuinely unexplained moments what follows is that you do actually bump into the person .. within the next 30 secs to my experience..
and the majority of the time the location would be the toilets. Y_Y dont ask why.
but. yer..
what are the chances....of seeing JEREMY AGAIN!!!! after i crushed his heart oh sooo badly ...hmm lets say a year of ignoring me?? =P
saw someone that looked like him ..walked off.. in rush..
then BANG. he calls...
"did you just walk into the toilet?"
LOOOOOOL
it was him!
for someone that lives a zillion suburbs away.. nice timing =p
thank you for forgiveness
thank you for hope
thank you for faith
i want and can now fix what ive scattered
"Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier." - Mother Teresa
Fall under the spell of classic fairytales as told by one of the twentieth century's major animation artists Lotte Reiniger.
Featuring a unique form of black and white silhouette animation, this package of short films includes some familiar stories including Puss in Boots, Sleeping Beauty and The Frog Prince.
Winner of the best short film at the 6th Venice Biennial in 1955, Reiniger's adaptation of the Brothers Grimm tale The Gallant Little Tailor screens with another Grimm tale, Snow White and Rose Red as well as The Grasshopper and the Ant.
Mon 6 Apr to Fri 10 Apr 2009, 11am daily Sat 11 Apr 2009, 11.15am