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zomg. havn't done much on my list
reading tash's blog and got linked to CC's..

didn't know ya guys knew each other! lewl

stumbled across this the other day

there is no such thing as a stranger,
just friends we have not met yet.


or something along those lines

sorta what i go by too i guess

jobs_

Casual Positions - DFO South Wharf

Since being founded by Swedish born Kristina Karlsson, kikki.K Swedish Home/Office Style has won a string of awards for excellence in retail, business & design - including being voted Telstra Young Business Woman of the year 2008.

Our product offer is a unique range of premium quality stationery, gift & beautifully designed home / office objects.

Want to be part of our amazing DFO South Wharf team ?

To be a kikki.K Casual you must:

• Love stationery with a passion!
• Feel excited at the thought of helping our customers needs
• Be friendly, confident and love working with an energetic team.
• Enjoy being flexible and able to work different shifts
• Be passionate about providing world class service

Successful kikki.K Casuals will;

• Be part of fun product and customer service training - you'll learn lots!
• Receive a fabulous staff discount to buy your own gorgeous stationery.
• Learn more about career opportunities within kikki.K
• Be a part of working with an award winning global retailer.

Sound like fun? Send your CV to us if you think you have what it takes to be a part of the team at kikki-K.

Sales Consultant Casual The Glen

• Flexible hours
• Fun and exciting retail career
• Creative environment

Riot Art & Craft is Australia'a leading art and craft retailer operating over 40 stores across Australia.

We are seeking a Casual Sales Consultant for our store in The Glen. The successul applicant will have:

* Superior customer service skills

* Retail sales experience

* A fun, outgoing personality

* An interest in art and/or crafts

lewl i applied..but i didnt sent an application form. oh wells. XD if the resume is enough maybez XD


MAN!! THIS JOB WOULD BE AWESOME

IMAX Projectionist, Melbourne Museum

• Casual Opportunity at Museum Victoria
• $28.02 per Hour (Includes 25% Casual Loading)
• SIZE MATTERS! Join the team at IMAX Melbourne Museum

Museum Victoria seeks a casual Projectionist to assist in the operation of the IMAX Melbourne Museum Bio Box.

As a team player, you possess skills in a variety of cinema operations, particularly 35mm projection, basic film make-up and system maintenance. You have a demonstrated ability in projection system troubleshooting, film repair, and a sound understanding of audio and audio-visual systems. With a high attention to detail, you possess the ability to work unsupervised within tight film schedules.

Flexibility to work weekends, evenings and public holidays is required.

Role Statement available at www.museumvictoria.com.au
For further information, contact David Booty on 03 8341 7481.

E-mail applications to jobs@museum.vic.gov.au quoting the position number MV/6776 by Friday 11 September 2009 COB.

Mystery Shopper - Melbourne & Victoria

• Its fun, it's interesting and it's Flexible
• A great way to earn extra cash
• Melbourne Metro & Regional Victoria

MSAa is a leading Mystery Shopping and Auditing company that provides retailers with feedback on the customer experience. We are currently looking for enthusiastic, well-presented and reliable individuals to join our talented Mystery Shopping team in Victoria.

As a Mystery Shopper, you will be responsible for evaluating and making detailed observations on your customer experience in leading supermarkets, service stations, retail outlets, kiosks and restaurants.

reminder

.assignment due monday.
do prac report due monday!!!
.lab report due the next monday
.get questions ready for tutor wed
.music camp sat
.DO MY ASSIGNMENT
.get andrew bday present
.do self directed learning - neuro sci
.catch up on reading
.get melody bday gift
.play MORE french horn
.call up more hosiptals

on the side_

subject _monica lee
status_ vce english
total sac scores _50% of study score


context piece: 24/30 & 48/50
lang.analysis: 20/20
text response: 28/30
oral: 19/20

just one more sac left... romulus.

dun dun dunnnnnnn
hmm.. either im an awesome influence
(meaning. my sheer presence is enough lewl. coz i actually didnt help her
she refuses all my help
dangit)
or she is a genius


dang those scores are crazy. craaaaazy


lewl


OH! and the perspective on this artwork is amazing!! CHECK OUT THAT ANGLE!!



soo soo ridiculously hard to depict/draw XD

by

Joysuke

powerful words

the most meaningful/powerful/impacting/heart-string-pulling words for me are_

1. i remember you

2. i don't know you

i do not use those two phrases light heartedly
such little sentences..but such PUNCH!
..especially the second one..
coz it manifests doubt... of what you thought/conceived/perceived/acknowledge/associated a person to be .. . rendering... ALL those years a d e l u s i o n...
meaningless..
fruitless...
this is deeply saddening..

12 years down the track.. im in that situation and visa versa for the other person.
its not a pleasant experience.

i disagree with that statement "time heals everything.. "
because that it lacks effort, energy, perseverance

its vague
its empty
its meaningless

it should be edited..to include some of those concepts...but my mind is too ..ugh..to come up with one at this very moment

on the side_

ZOMG IM SOO UNFIT!!

running to the station TWICE in one day for the train is ridiculous
lol. derrick you are soo funny XD

dahh..hectic hectic hectic

its week 5 of semester 2 of my ridiculously long 5 year double degree

ironic. it feels as if its been 2 years. >.> hmmm..maybe im not revising my work and thus every time i start a new subject.. i feel like i'm back to square 1

just imagine the knowledge!! we have if we remembered EVERYTHING!
intense yet amazing.
doctors would rarely have to refer to a medical journal twice ever again. the efficiency!
but we arent machines
lewl. the irony in that statement.. machine..something man made with the capacity to store more facts/data/potential applied knowledge? what a fascinating predicament

anyhow.. MONDAY!
zomg everytime i navigate though a monday i know my week is over. what ever i did get done.. has been done..and what i havent completed will 99% still be incomplete by the end of this week Y_Y

bye bye assignment

but yer.. as of the past two days of soo. its like deja vu.
both friends popped by with the new fancy cars to take me for a spin =]
appreciated.
but yer. as im not a car fanatic i didn't see the uber difference between a mercades vs a toyota prius.
both are equivalent in my terms. LOL! i prolly will get so much crap for posting that XD


WED!
zomg my 4 hour break was completely UNPRODUCTIVE
as i spend the last 10mins of it typing away here i recollect..
hmm..
i did manage to bump into a lot of pplz today.. quite the pleasant surprise

. andy, indi, GRACE's MUM! lewl, daniel tee, BARTON you look paler every time i see you.. and wow me with ya i-cant-find-the-word....charm? aura? lewl.
chris, clay, danny, jenny (noo.. not kong! coz she is never there), cassandra, adrian on! zomg who hasnt rocked up to a single neuro lecture Y_Y

did 40mins of magazines4students work.. excuse to get fresh air.. zomg.. nodding off to sleep in 9am lecture!!!

collected comics =] XFORCE ROCKS .. go go read read. hmmm.. im curious about the whole ARCHIE GETTIN MARRIED!

history making story arc.. does anyone follow archie? im sure you guys have heard about it right?? its a legend.. start from #600 ish..for the marriage thingy i think. HE CHOOSE VERONICA!! zomg!!! i always thought better lewl.
shall read up on it

attended "kick start science career talk" ZOMG!
i need to think hard about what i want to do..
i want to be everything. given if anything was realistic and minus the fact i will graduate when im FIFTY!
one day a neurosurgeon - i like brains

next day a real estate agent - i like house visiting

graphic artist - drawings /advertising/marketing has always been something suppressed by my upbringing which i never took any action to pursue seriously. hmm should i take an graphic internship? the spot has been offered. but like ARTS/SCI FIVE years! to do that? its like..completely unrelated =.="

hairdresser!! who hasnt thought bout this one before =P but the your workplace would stink -.-"

musician!! LOL wont happen due to epic laziness and haven't learnt music since i was ZERO years old

missionary!! - zomg full timing..sharing your faith how HOW AWESOME GOD IS! i dunno if im up for that.. i am still yet investigating and learning more everyday.. so that seems so very very very far away. spiritual toddler i am =.="

psychiatrist - drugs + mental problems !! too much responsibility though XD

police man!! - edit: woman. lewl.. was considering taking the test a year back !! XD wonder what happened to that.

so in the end as i want to be everything for bits and pieces of time.. i should be an ACTOR~!
but like.. how in the world am i goina do that.. and even train up to be credible.

and the list goes on

bleh.
end of the day
i got no where Y_Y

placement update_

royal children's hospital_outlook semi promising

royal melb _ if i write an frikin awesome passionate insightful email to the appropriate department..they will consider me

st. vincents_ general stuff

psych rehab telephone service_ crap.. i missed the info session. it was yesterday
Y_Y!


on the side_

okie. im late for class

ZOMG THERE IS SO MUCH OF THIS CRAZY CRAZY WED LEFT!

band
church meeting

*fingers crossed*
assignment too
XD

61		days
1474		hours
88453		minutes
5307203		seconds

till i never mention wow ever again to yanpingling.


><"

to the best of my ability and reasoning my mind would allow .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

DANIEL ZHANG!!

a night of_

fun
laughs
ridiculously amounts of food
my bad photography
grace knocking over cups
daniel's stunning body >.>

lewl
._.!

there is a war burning beneath my ribcage
literally!

i cannot tell what it is.

its not rage.
its not frustration.
its not loss

maybe its a mixture of them all in a weird weird way

but its not going away

and willinging it to stop isnt working

if pain is a property of my mind...and thus I may willfully defeat it...

then this is not pain i'm feeling....

its something beyond me

its really annoying and not going away
twisting burning yelling inside inside inside

i would imagine it to be the equivalent of pouring listerine over a newborn's eyes

so sick wicked and twisted is this "feeling" inside me...

its been 6 hours XD
its growing...

please take it away

please

why i am soo

addicted/passionate/driven/determined/optimistic/focused...

in what i think and believe will help you?

i refuse to be like the rest around me

i encourage you

i have hope...

...


yan.

seriously

quit wow





i am not going to give up


















ever












even IF YOU ARE FRiKIN 70


>: [











man.. this has become way too personal
=.=

psychologists

specialist psychologists who have usually completed a minimum of six years full-time university training. This includes, but is not restricted to, four years undergraduate training in psychology and two years of approved postgraduate studies in related field, plus further supervised practice as a "insert field" psychologist.


geeeeeeeeeeeeeeez


Combined Master of Psychology/ PhD (Clinical Neuropsychology)
Full time: 4 years


@!#$#%^O!
asdkdlsghaoiwea kdg


dang.
placing things in perspective ..maybe an 80 average isnt as hard as the post grad courses XD!!!!


Honours year:
content includes

Advanced Design and Data Analysis

ewwwwwww ><"

random _

stolen from david

1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?

nothing is too personal..ever...lol..i think i give too much of my life away XD

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?

LOOOL roy morgan research was my last text XD


3. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?

yay clay ^^

4. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
milo

5. Have a best friend?
nope. thought i did..but that went horribly.

6. Are you scared to fall in love?
not for me.. but for the recipient...prolly

7. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes. and its a dangerous dangerous thing.. "in love" as opposed to " to love"
there's a difference =P

8. What time is it right this second?
5.09pm

9. What do you want right now?
be able to see into the future...career wise

10. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
oh wow! . im all of the above.. is that like.. possible 0_0!"?

11. When was the last time you cried?
last week thurs..
i havent cried in such a looong looong time. *shudders* it wasnt for me..but a friend.

12. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Nope horrible! but am trying to improve its

13. Do you find it hard to trust others?
nope

15. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
organising a trip to korea with barton and andrew ^^
passing uni XD
getting an idea of what i want ta do in the future

16. When is your next road trip?
fingers crossed next year..during not schools times.

17. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
lol. like everyone

18. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
course

19. Do you love someone?
lots of pplz! if not all i've encounted ..minus parents and ms wang from a horrible chinese year 11/12 experience XD

20. What are you planning on doing after this?
deh.. dont think i will finish this ..shall get back to this laters..
food sounds good

21. Next time you will kiss someone?
no idea

22. What does your 3rd recent text say?
"come what district 9 with us at 6.30 :)"
aawwww.. yan i really really wanted to go with you and gang..
but i have laser wars on tonight XD
dang it

23. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
absolutely no idea... have i even had grilled cheese?

24. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
my favourite word in the english vocab is frank. ^^. that's also a guys name

girls name.. hmm..never really thought bout it.

25. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
not particularly actually.

26. Do you crack your knuckles?
sometimes

27. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
sleeping.. what else!

28. What are your LEGAL initials?
SL

29. Whos the first B in your contacts?
Bang. my uni friend.. yes. BANG .is his name ^^

30. Your best friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
friends.. always.. unless they request my absence..
which im wonding.. david fung..do you request my absense?

31. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope. i prefer it.
^^
i have poor eyesight.. makes me more comfortable. heehehe

32. Do you have good vision?
oh i guess i already answered it. sorta..dont use my left eye for visual acute stuff..

33. Have you ever tripped someone?
myself?

34. Have you ever slapped someone?
NO! BUT ZOMG someone has slapped me!! i cannot believe it.. and it was a GUY AS WELL.
forgiven..but still. im quite the disturbed..

35. Are you Irish?
lol random.
no

. 36. Do you have any scars?

mostly on my knees..from primary school. they tell stories^^
.like the time Crystal Lo tripped me when i was going after the ball in 4 square lewl
.time i fell in P.E when John chased me and i completely went 45 degree angled around a corner. ouchie. my scar still looks like jelly XD
.i dunno if its a scar but its random rash thing that never went away .and just sits on my back.
.oh! scar the time i worn horrible shoes and walked 687 steps to barton's house.man i miss that guy
.oh! and i have a scar on my retina ..due to surgery ;) but inivisble to you all of course.since its kinda internal
.hmm that's the most obvious ones i can think of atm

37. Is there someone you will never forgive?
cannot be.. otherwise i wouldnt be there person that i am.

38. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
nope.

39. Name the last person to text you.
Jenny Kong!
grr.. the irony.. you make it to uni! but you text to say you dont want to walk in 1/2 hour late.. dahhh.just come just cOME!!! XD

40. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
marriage isnt in my life contruct

41. Can you go in public looking like you do?
yer. i never cared bout self maintaince in terms of appearance
i love my towel pants ^^ and that hobo shirt of mine..which has mysteriously! disappeard from my closet grrrr...

42. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
nope.. lewl i wonder who wrote these questions XD

43. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
well..depends how you look at it.. i prefer the edges..and not the centre lewl.

44. Do you miss the way things used to be?
i miss... i miss... the childhood innocence XD

45. Has anyone ever told you they love you?
refer question. 3 =P

46. Song you're thinking of right now?
wow. blank. not thinking of a song

47. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
my year 6 black tshirt.. with the red dragon.. hehee. dragongirl production!
im amazed i still fit it..and ..its actually too loose on me XD

48. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you?
hmm..lets see... for me? just for me?
prolly not.. but as bands..and guitar days! yes yes fun fun ^^

49. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
yes. because i have difficult discern personal opinions/sarcasm already XD
a lie wouldnt help at all.

50. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
happiness cannot be forced..otherwise its a lie =P

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
helll noooo.... i wish in quite the contrary

oh wows..after 4 sittings this is done ..

lewl.

SERIOUSLY..

PHARMACOLOGY is ARGHH..
takes soo much effort to understand..

or im just slow..

how the UBER embaraasement to get david wang to each me how to subtract and add logs.
and ten to the power of stuffs

zomg.. im sooooooooooo slooooooooow
and do not understand the realm of maths

it repels me
XD

today....

was a good day...


because it was the most productive self selected shift for Magazines4Students

I attended the Enrich Experience Enchance (E3) Expo...
so.. there was all these commerce melbourne uni faculty info and like ALL the commerce related clubs present with the stalls.

One stop.. and i could harrass all the clubs.. lol
and gave them brochures to promote us within their groups.
as well as giving them discounts of course ^^

we were so warmly received lewl.

free bbq + lunch + salad! how awesome

its been a while

out of routine....

i used to keep a diary..

like ..hmm.. in year 12. everyday entries
then it got too crazy with the amount of work i do everyday.. it took an hour min. to cover the things i did..

so i scrapped it..

but i figure i might go back into that.. at least it would keep me writing pen to paper! and attempt to improve my english/vocab/spelling or..speed i look words up in a dictionary.

but yer anywho. the more you live. the more experiences you have. the more people you bump into and the more insights you have | parallel to the heart breaks you bring upon others and yourself. if it hurts myself so much.. i exactly place myself into their subjective pain felt.. just cannot...
but definitely can empathise ..then again pplz question that too as i think "differently to others" perceiving things on a completely different scale..
but seriously. if you were to fMRI scan me, my cingulate, insula and prefrontal regions of my brain would be greatly inflamed!! GREATLY..

and scientifically that is legit. components of the pain matrix that are active when we experience pain empathetically. so there =P it counts!

oh yer ..back to what i was talking bout.. lalala..
i havent blogged in a whiles in relation to what i've been doing.. so....

here is a feeble attempt_

today i caught the train with matt, dany, farbio (zomg i cant spell your name sorries)
tram with robert + HARRY!! ZOMG ZOMGZOG HARRY! you are my inspiration. even if you spelt in and missed your lecture and is completely lost and took the wrong tram to uni =P
hmm..maybe i should join band and catch up with you on a weekly basis XD lewl

one lecture. geeeezzzz

LUNCH AT SAMURAI's - glenferrie. i really like the place. the private room is awesome.
and i wouldnt have wanted to spend it with anyone else.. well.except maybe jason chan XD.. but you slept in =.="
clay thian lingpeng adam yan

stupid things you do not need to know.
green tea ice creams tastes really strongly weird
clay makes uber inappropriate dinner table comments like "then i can inappropriately touch you " ZOMG YOU PSYCHO
Nintendo DSi makes really crazy wraping photos

class at 4.15-6.15
soo not the concerntrating.
.sigh.
train back with di + friend, andrew, daniel.

wish daniel happy 21st THIS SATURDAY!!
he is a busy busy man!!

=]

well..he said it was this sat. XD

on the side_

i think i shall investigate career options in HR
also considering a graphic design internship
hmm..might screw up my degree even more though

i wonder if i can pull this off....

2nd thoughts.

nope.

different for a reason....

⁸Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. ⁹Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing. ¹⁰For,

"Whoever would love life
and see good days
must keep his tongue from evil
and his lips from deceitful speech.
¹¹He must turn from evil and do good;
he must seek peace and pursue it.
¹²For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their prayer,
but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil."

¹³Who is going to harm you if you are eager to do good? ¹⁴But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. "Do not fear what they fear^"; do not be frightened."¹⁵But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, ¹⁶keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander. ¹⁷It is better, if it is God's will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil.

¹⁸For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, ¹⁹through whom also he went and preached to the spirits in prison ²⁰who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being built. In it only a few people, eight in all, were saved through water, ²¹and this water symbolizes baptism that now saves you also—not the removal of dirt from the body but the pledge of a good conscience toward God. It saves you by the resurrection of Jesus Christ, ²²who has gone into heaven and is at God's right hand—with angels, authorities and powers in submission to him.

1 Peter 3: 8-22

I guess.. people draw the lines everywhere.
Undoubtably a majority would agree with the message from v. 8 - 11.
I mean.. to live a "good" life? of course! Lazy as you may be, those are still benifitial characteristics of a person. but it appears this attitude of "me me me" wouldnt be the way to read this passage ..as it goes on...

v. 15-17
people might back off.. neehh...this stuff is iffy for me..but i respect you for what you hold faith in..so they say

v. 18
the crux of it...
you either are with God or not with God. Two ways to live..
the engima of out so such a black and white statement...take it or leave it.. believe it or deny it... believe it or reject it...

...sooo many millions shades of grey
(one's mixed up attitude towards this) in this crazy lifetime.

..i am so incredibly torn by the way my actions are misread in this world. so sooo. torn....
i must not go completely crazy and out there..best friending strangers...coz i do that way too much...my intention may be one thing..but if it isn't comprehended or understood, how could the effect mature? serving, pleasing, devoting oneself to others in all the wrong ways

complications complications

relationships relationships

.. there is a time and place for everything,
if only i knew when and where. and h o w.

I guess without change ...there is no growth.


Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way.

Romans 14:13

Dear Lord,

Grant me wisdom
the ability to be discerning
and not a stumbling block.

and thank you for today
it was perfect

i'm just not ready to face this world...

on the side_

a spine chilling sharp scream shattered the silence

it was my sister

for a nano second i was worried about her
then memory tells me a moth was in the house maybe it found her
i laugh at the ridiculously uncanny screech she pulled off
enter her room

she dropped a dollop hand cream on her bed.

geez.

how unexciting

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

DARREN!!


&

MIKE WONG!!



zomg you guys rock!

questions

what's really important?
what's vital?

no seriously..

what is !


i implore you to think about it...
don't allow yourself to ignore it.

purpose
t r u t h
identity

concepts that are somewhere jumbled amongst it all

chat log_

context:

yan calls to get me to come over and eat the ice cream that is crowding his fridge.
hmm.. are you sure? isnt it over due? like everything else in your house?

Aggro Machine says:
theres two tubs
one isnt expired
but the massive one mite be

i be going to eat the 'expired' stuff tonite
so if

i dont call tommorow

you'll know why

DONT DO IT
NIU
YOU ARE LOVED DONT DO IT!

Aggro Machine says:
please to bring wow to my funeral
LOL jks

asdSk'lag
adg dklsfh'
adg
fine eat it
stupid wow

wow
i made you hate me quikly

Barton says:

i dunno whether to feel flattered or disturbed

i guess ill feel flatturbed

comfort....